Friday, October 24, 2008
???? ♥ 24.10.08
ah welll...
yesterday sumthing good happened haha..it was good lar..coz in the end both of my friends talked to each other A and B...eventhough im kinda a bit ** ****** i dun care lar....hahha...so i went tuition ...in tuition one of my friend ,A, she was like saying sumthing bout she winning and all to me....then i got to put on a smile if not she will think sumthing else..then she told me bout her and B gal smsing lar...ok tt one im not comfortable coz the way A said it its not the way i like... and then she said sumthing bout B wanted her to sign autograph for her lar,then B even told A hu she dont talk to lar.....omg ....then i was like thinking B used to be my _ _ _ _ I SMSES HER ALMOST EVERYDAY AND SHE DOESNT REPLY ME MSGES..but when A sms her she replies...haha how nice is it????????i noe its kinda weird to be like this but ish feeling like cekik-ing everyone..then now obviously lar i noe the reason y she doesnt reply me...hahha..ok ok ..when A was telling me alll this during tuition i put on a smile ....wad m i suppose to do?? tell her off???i mean i dun reli mind but i just dun like ppl talking bout B to me..TTS ALL..esp A ...everytime i go omega or bm tuition i damn scared..u noe y???scared she will tell me bout B... im damn shitting....i was kinda hurt lar..how would u feel if u sms tt person almost everyday but tt person do not reply u but she replies other friends?its reli goblok...haizz....
then 2day i came to sch..actually i like no mood come to sch at all...but since my FATHER do not let me ponteng sch...so i go lar...then i came to sch i told B i updated my blog..i told her coz i tot she wont go view mah...sekali pulak she said she read it alredi..i was like sooooooooo eeeee and i still felt sad ..when i saw her i was like o-k-a-y...act normal in front of her..i was like controlling my feelings lor...BUT PA TIME..I COULDNT EVEN DO THE QUESTIONS...haizzz...B was nxt to me ...but thank god she didnt realise it...hhaha...but ,C, in front of me realised tt iwas a bit more goblok today.......hahha..ah well...wadeva lar....i reli dun lke the itis..neways its not my business..so i cant say anything..i say anything to B she will ask me go sumwhere else.. haizzz...
better not tell lor...then its like...i mean eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lah..very geram if i think bout it..so i wanna end this post here..dun wnna continue sumore..bye